Lyrics

/ F /Flying / January Stars(1999)
Track List: 1. January Stars 3:11 2. My Pain 4:27 3. Lost within My Self 4:50 4. I Stay with You Forever 3:58 5. Lovefire 4:08 6. Like a Lonely Wolf 3:21 Total 23:55 Facts: Recordon Unerase Rec.(Kiev) - January-February 1999 Release on Terroraiser Prod.(Vinica) - July 1999 Line-Up: Vocal - Victor Ozolin Guitar - Vasily Sivko Guitar - Vyacheslav Kosarev Drums - Aleksei Saltykov Bass-guitar - Alexander Lodygin 1. January Stars The masters of my faith I trust my thoughts Into your fargone light I am alone, for you are plenty I am alone in facing you You and your power My heart, it sinks and aches The given pain, it cuts It kills hypocrisy and lies The masters of my faith Open me your cards Show me the righteous way The way without vanity and hatred Light me the road And break the dankened veil of my thoughts Break the circle of me sufferings And of those who loves me Define my choice The masters of my faith 2. My Pain You need my pain And sight of suffering You want to get this feeling And you'll have what you are asking you I'll give it all to you like in a play And you will never understand the composition On the surface, there always were The tender feelings, those Which anyone could see But inside there stayed the thing Which you will here now 'tis niether hatred, not blind fury Out the mean of what I feel With my since heart It seemed I could be used You thought that I could like Being suboned by you The worse of it is it you believe That I'm just angry like a snake 'tis not nevenge, like you could do It's my entine self And it's the shape which my soul takes When I just think of you I did not betray or wanted to destroy you I just want to bring a motto to your consciousness I am the master and the rulen of the play, And I want take this general defeat, like you could do I live, I suffer and I ache This pain is mine, the one you'll never get 3. Lost Within Myself The chaos came: desires and passions Destroy my mind The strikes of heart and thoughts Can not get normal The innertion takes me To the lost points far away Once the feelings being so comfortable calm Become unruled and wild and pulsing The usual state of things Ceased to exist There stayed my pain The feeling of delight jealousy and passion I remain the same I do not change I play, manipulate and let the others Do with me the same, and then enoure I change surrounding and then Come back again. I find and lose The relaxation is found only In the unbridled passion In desire to dissolue or disappear But all in all the feeling now is nealized The one I cannot understand It tries to conguen me and get me back And to restore all what was lost And that was just the decay of my soul The memories which are passionate and sweet Are mixed with everyday occurance Will I ever feel the other way? Please, present me with a gift Of the other state 4. I Stay With You Forever Lifting my hands to the clouds I take off the sinful earth and fly I'm carried by the wind so soft and clear And by the bright blue sky My flight is safe and fast, I have no fear The sim, it warms and gently blinds The touching tune Of freedom and of passion Is soaring in the space It cavers me with warmth And draws right to the edge The edge engulfing me With all its beauty But only there I am tranquill - And feel my lightness My breath is deep As if I don't exist I'm unified with space My bright blue skies, they call me 5. Lovefire I wanted to reach a certain goal Expossed many people including you And I can't run away from the shadow Which chases me My sins, my sufferings And given in the measure and deserve That whisper of the thoughts and desires Which carried you to me I demed in vain I've been captured by the power from without! Voluptuousness was all and wanted To get inside, to enjoy the thing The most wonderful for me Was something that my soul could not forget The passion and uncovered And the fire inflamed in you Leaned to me and burned But more important was for me The lovefire smitten I wanted to reach a certain goal Exposed many people including myself I ran away from the shadow Which still chases me 6. Like A Lonely Wolf I rambled alone Just like a lonely wolf, The wood ahead of me And the mighty wind behind. The road I saw, It was so clear and real. I didn't want to lose it. And the thoughts Which didn't let me sleep or rest Flew faster than My real time itself And faster than the wind. They chose the space, the skies As their goal, And took all of my passions with them. They wished me to uncover a new way Which could have brought me happiness, And I could be conquered by no one. I could be free As if I ramble like a lonely wolf.